Countdown

I haven’t posted here as much as I planned to. I neglected to share the fantastic news of becoming a tenured librarian in the fall. Or that part of the next steps would be deciding if I was going to go on sabbatical the first year that I was eligible. And that the weird academic calendar meant that I would have to decide and apply for the latter before truly receiving news of the former.

Wild, and quite stressfully anticipatory, times.

I’m really pleased, and a little overwhelmed to share, that I my application for fellowship leave for the academic year 2026-2027 has been approved! Let the count down begin!

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Ancestors in Progress III

Photo credit: Shawn Inglima

Throwing it back to Ancestors in Progress III at the Textile Arts Center here in Brooklyn.

What a wonderful experience! I couldn’t post about anything else here until this time was properly documented.

The curation of the events, impeccable. Not only the experience of opening the show together, but also the addition of the artist talk to close. What an engaged and engaging crowd Hekima draws! It was a packed house.

Participating artists were also generously afforded the opportunity to have professional photos taken of themselves with their work. I’ve never felt so comfortable having my photo taken by a stranger lol.

It was lovely to meet some folks in person for the first time and to see familiar faces. And Kelly also surprised me with even more antique pieces which she encouraged me to use in my work. TAC is packed with the kindest people.

Looking forward to more opportunities to be in space with textile artisans. I have a really exciting announcement coming soon! Next up, machine knitting at TAC and, hopefully, expanding doll forms into puppetry, ceramics, woodworking and more.

On view 2/1/26-2/15/26
Opening February 1st, 6:30-9 pm.
Artist Talk February 15th, 5-7pm
505 Carroll St, Brooklyn NY 11215

Annie in Indigo

Annie in Indigo 💙

Inspired by celebrated and award-winning costume designer, Ruth Carter‘s color palette for actress, Wunmi Mosaku‘s character, Annie, in Ryan and Zinzi Cogler’s film, Sinners, which also starred Michael B. Jordan. She was made for SCRAPTACULAR, Blue: The Tatter Textile Library’s silent auction.

She will be my first doll up for sale, the only one to fly away. That she will live with someone who loves and supports Tatter, and therefore loves textiles and all that they intersect with, that seems fitting.

Annie is adorned entirely in scrap textiles, all but one is indigo dyed. Her body and garments are all handsewn, absolutely no machine stitching (made by me) on this one.

Her hair is wool roving, both braided and needle felted and her face features needle felted brows and embroidered eyes, nose and mouth. Hints of blush soften her cheeks while bead dangle earrings add a special touch. Her body is button jointed with hinged knees for articulated posing.

The indigo fabrics were dyed years and years apart. Some at @textileartscenter with newly made friends who have become family. And others more recently resist dyed @prattdyegarden and batch dyed garments @agatheringofstitches with, you guessed it, newly made friends. The yarn braided together with strips of fabric was dyed by @betterthanjam here in Brooklyn. The only non-indigo piece is a scrap from fabric given to me from @diaryofasewingfanatic’s fabric cave which continues the theme of love and community being an integral part of making Annie.

I hope you love her and that she’s loved in her new home.

What is a doll?

What is a doll? That was the question at the center of my Legacy of Black Dolls lecture at Tatter.

How is defining something so simple complicated by history, geography, by gender, by economic class, by race and further considerations of who is allowed leisure, who is allowed to be a child? We, those of us enraptured by dolls, seek to illuminate these questions, and more, through historical explorations of doll history, memorabilia, contemporary doll collectors, new perspectives and representation in museums collections and more. But, those explorations don’t necessarily get us closer to the essential question – what is a doll?

I am on a journey of sorts to find an answer.

For my purposes, and what I think I set out to explore when I was invited to give the lecture, is closer to what Black writer and academic, Margo Jefferson, captured in her entry for the book Black Dolls from the Collection of Deborah Neff.

Jefferson states:

“Dolls are the only toys made in our image, the only human-like creatures’ children are given dominion over. You, the child, are the creator of an ordered existence: a miniature kingdom that can imitate or disrupt the logic of your everyday life, the life conceived of and run by adults. They do what they want with you. You do what you want with the doll. You’re loving, you’re fickle; you’re imperious and stern. You coo and comfort the doll, you hurl it down and spank it. You dress and undress the doll, as you are dressed and undressed. You speak to it, you speak as it, you speak for it. So much of your time goes to courting and evading adult attention. You reenact all this with your dolls. You try to improve on it giving them what you don’t get (not enough of anyway) from those humans who rule your life.”

How would you respond to the this question? What is a doll to you? Please comment, below.

Doll Renaissance

Williams, Milton. Monique fixes her doll’s hair on her babysitter’s doorstep. September 21, 1979. 2011.15.105. National Museum of African American History and Culture Collection. Washington, D.C.

“They induce a rapture in this viewer. They say: I am black and comely in all conceivable ways. I am varying shades of black, brown and beige. I am decorous, impish, fearsome and wise. They say: I have my vanity. (Gaze on my dark, lustrous eyelashes and smartly-coiffed hair.) They say: I have my griefs. (Count the tears on my cheeks.)”
– Margo Jefferson, Black Dolls

I am beyond delighted to return to blogging to share that I have been enraptured by all things doll.

Through a series of fortunate events, I was asked to teach a series of doll-making workshops at BLUE: The Tatter Textile Library, in Brooklyn, New York. This offer to teach has turned into a renewed passion for dollmaking and Black doll history.

Born out of the lecture I gave on the Legacy of Black Dolls at BLUE: The Tatter Textile Library I have reaffirmed my deep attachment to dolls – making and researching their history. I am already deeper and more confident in my making practice and am exploring research facilities, libraries, museums and archives and delving into monographs and collection catalogs to see what doll-related goodies I can find.

This academic year has been busy and promising. But I am mindful to continue thinking of this specific avenue of inquiry not only in box checking career terms, but remaining clear in my purpose to learn and make for my own joy and edification. As well as the joy of sharing with others. Nothing quite does that like the handling of teeny limbs and garments and uncovering the beauty of a well-worn doll, exclaimed over with like-minded folks.

It is my hope to return to sharing here on this blog. To spend time drafting posts and sharing knowledge. To provide a place for us to connect and share. To share updates and news. To post about dolls in all their expansive glory.

I will return to share more about my work at Tatter and what’s coming up for me and the dolls.

Jean Pual Gaultier Takes Brooklyn

The Fashion World of Jean Paul Gaultier:
From the Sidewalk to the Catwalk
The Brooklyn Museum

There are no words to describe how truly incredible these pieces are in person!! Viewing this exhibit while in the midst of my Sew Sexy-Sewalong mindset made me view many things in a completetly different way. And my recent fabric shopping trip (OMG, so much fun chatting and shopping with these three ladies!!) was certainly influenced by it (leather, metallic, print).

Even as I viewed the pieces and snapped these photos, I sensed a theme. I am, clearly, most drawn to the waistline and garments that highlight it. That nipped-in-ness is sexy to me. Whether it is on a metallic leather corset (my FAVORITE PIECE) or a striped, backless tshirt with a floor length train.

Watch the waist.

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

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Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

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Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

Jean Paul Gaultier @ The Brooklyn Museum

More photos here:

 Jean Paul Gaultier:
@
The Brooklyn Museum

And I found a few of the pieces from the exhibit being worn:

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{Machine} Knit All The Things

Friends!! I (along with the help of my hubby who spoils me, I’m SO lucky) made a dream come true!!

I am the proud, infatuated, new owner of a

KNITTING MACHINE!!

(seller’s image)

Not only did I get the machine locally from a Craig’s List seller (so no $100 shipping charge) she accepted $75 less than she initially offered it for AND the machine came along with a crap load of extras! Lace, intarsia and ribber attachments along with a slew of hand tools, cones of yarn to practice on (more than enough to make an actual test garment!) and the seller’s notes and materials from a machine knitting class she took at FIT.

This deal was an absolute SCORE!! I feel even better about it because I missed out on another, not nearly as good (or even in the same universe), local CL offer just last week. Best thing that could have happened!! I was able to get what appears to be a lifetime of collected materials with only two (related: aunt and niece) previous owners who held onto everything and took great care of it all. I could have spent double (and nearly triple if you think of the shipping charges) collecting the same over time. I feel so lucky!!

Even more so because LOOK at what I made after only one week of intense machine knitting related pinning and research & one day of struggling and YouTube-ing and Google-ing (this post in particular was a God send) like a maniac!

A totally excellent swatch!!

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This is 70 rows wide x 100 high and measures 10×7 inches. Shall we ponder how long it would have taken me to hand knit the same at this gauge? lol

And I only have one not-s0-serious-injury to show for it! Though, my back might not be so happy with me in the morning. I need to make some space for my new toy, so my much loved, though little used, vanity table will make its way to Craig’s List and into the life of some one new.

Check out my Pinterest board if you’re in the market for a machine and want to read up!

Knitting Machine

And expect more, MUCH more, knitting content in the future!

Machine details for the curious:

– Singer Knitting Machine & Carriage Model 360K
– Singer Ribbing Attachment SRP 60N
– YC6 Single & Double Bed Yarn Changer
– Model LC-2 Lace Carriage
– Model AG-20 Intarsia Carriage
– Model SC-3 Automatic Linker